Current mood:	worried
Current music:	TV

potential relationships are like buses... you know the rest...
So there's F, who I kissed on Wednesday - but last night was a bit less committal, we didn't really manage to talk to each other one-on-one, and have promised to do so next Wednesday. I really need to sort my head out over this situation. Especially as he's just broken up, and I don't want to cause him any distress... and I can't see any relationship that we might start lasting that long, but also don't want to give him the idea that I just kissed him because I felt sorry for him. Dammit. Is there any way to step back to just being friends with someone after you've snogged them? (and is there any alternative word for snog?)

D, the American girl who I got to know a few weeks ago and then went very quiet on me, has just called, and we're meeting up tomorrow night (along with a bunch of other people). She's been travelling in Europe the last couple of weeks, apparently. So tomorrow night should be good anyway - off to the Pear Tree, which does decent real beer as I recall.

*adds "real ale" to interests list* (edit: oops, it's there already.)

I'm meeting another 43-year-old guy for coffee after church on Sunday. I'm not into older men, they just appear.

And the ongoing situation with S - at the moment we're just friends until she's got over a bad breakup with A, but there is something growing between us and I'm not sure what it is yet. Aaaaggghhh.

I envy my celibate monk friend P sometimes. I have started referring to people by their initials, just in case you hadn't noticed.

Today I had a massage from A2, which was nice, and apparently my back is getting a lot better. Phew. I got asked for directions by a random woman on the bus, who is the first sober person to have talked to me on a bus for a long time.

(Adding numbers to people's initials because I know two people whose names start with A may be a bad habit. Especially since, if I carry on, I'll have to remember whose number is which.)

My weight is heading rapidly towards 11 stone - the chocolate diet is working. And it doesn't seem to be giving me spots either.

Thoughts from the last few days:
1)I should stop thinking of work as a way of funding my social life.
2)Being sensible is for people who have stopped living and started dying.

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I like the idea of Drooling Fanbeing Day (see mirabehn's and ixwin's journals for details). I could probably set up an anonymous emailer without too much trouble if that would be helpful... but I suspect other people can do it better...

Ooh, and the Evening News interviewed me today and an article may be getting published soon. Yaaay.